Frustrated

I don't know what I had expected after this surgery but whatever it was this is not it! I truly thought I would be up and ready for the day right after surgery...guess I was wrong! The doctor told me this surgery wouldn't hurt any worse then a c section, I would have to say he was wrong, they both hurt bad just in different ways! That's the last time I trust a guy doctor to tell me about how a surgery thats done on a female feels!!

I feel extremely frustrated... its been 2 weeks and 3 days since the surgery and I have no energy 80 percent of the time, and in pain 90 percent the time. I put on a happy face and bare it because thats all I can do! Enjoy life and live, but I am tired of it all...I haven't slept in weeks for more then 2 hours a night(even then its not really sleep cux it hurts to lay down so bad). I just don't get it...it hurts to lay, hurts to stand, hurts to sit...well what am I to do! When is it going to get better?

Things HAVE improved a ton but cant all the pain just go away even for an hour! I want to clean my house, cook dinner, play with my kids, drive, and even paint my finger nails!
I'm tired of having a constant headache from my eye. My eye has improved from when we left the hospital but the more it gets better the worse i feel! There are times were I think it would be easier if it was black again, cux then I could have one good eye...but I am SO thankful god it allowing my sight to come back, I am just frustrated!

My hearing is improving tremulously also, I can hear alot out of my ear now, its 60/40, but ITS SO GOOD TO HEAR!

Who knew being completely trapped to your house could make you feel so awful! I love my family and love staying home with them but since I dont have the energy and cant really drive, we are stuck with each other all day in our tiny house(getting tinier everyday)! We are all going INSANE! No joke!