Wow 8 weeks!

Its been 8 weeks since I welcomed surgery all the joys, fears and frustrations  that it has brought me and my new life! I am proud to say life is BETTER then it has been in a long time! I have not had a full blown migraine, numbness, or speaking problems...So far it seems like the surgery is working out just fine!

I refer to my brain as the "New Brain"  I mean it does feel completely different then what it did in the past. I guess there still is alot to get used to from all the pressure and swelling! I still have pain and am fighting to get past the small things in life but the small things are small things in life for a reason! So who cares! If thats all the pain that I have to experience my whole life or for awhile then so be it! I am a new women and thrilled to be!

Everyday is a miracle to me now a experience that I have been given and will cherish!! God sure does have a way of opening your eyes right when you need it the most!  Who would have guessed that 8weeks ago I would have to have a life altering surgery just to bring me closer to the ones I love! I believe every piece of  what you go there is for a divine reason whether you can see it or not!

For all you Charians out there life is only how you make it! If you let the pain take over you it will consume you and take all you have! So don't give up because there are people out there that have had good experiences with surgery!